Fake a smile

The title says it all,

I thought i was content with life,

It came out of nowhere,

The pain is back, even the strongest man can fall with it,

The decision was final, I had nowhere to run,

I accepted my fate, 

Some say it's freedom but it really is doom,

I said its okay like I'm fine with it,

But it wasn't,

Climbing up that mountain again won't be easy,

I knew it was uneven and will break soon,

I take all the blame although the guilt if felt by you,

I'm sorry,

For everything,

I could not do anything to stop it,

So close yet so far, the impossible dream they call it,

The memories will remain, that is for sure,

But not a smile will be shun upon it anymore,

That is why I will always,

Fake a smile, and its not easy.

I had fun in the past few month. Wish it had been longer.

In my memory you'll remain forever,

But the pain will never remind me of this anymore. 

Thank you and Goodbye. <3

Ways to Enjoy Life (No.3)

Make new friends, keep the old, kick the evil.

Hey people!! I think many of you guys or girls agree with me. The reason im actually still living in this horrible place is because im surrounded my friends!! I honestly can't live without them. Can you imagine if friends doesn't exist? It's like the end of the world. What is a friend you ask? Well, a friend is someone who will be there for you no matter what happens. They will try their best to give the best advise and not to mention their opinion. That is why, who you mix with, will have an impact on you. Not long ago, i was sick like very bad and i have not been sick for a very very long time. But guess what? All my friends are super caring and i guess thats why im recovering like the speed of light right now. And i guess that is why im also doing the same back to my friends. =)

Woo!!

OMG!! Hye people and bloggy!!
Im sorry i didnt update my blog for sooo long!! Loads to tell but so little time!! =(
I promise i will do a better job from now on!!
Anyways, District Interact Conference was a few days ago and I had an AWESOME TIME!!
Man, wish i could go back there.
I kinda regretted not knowing more friends but its okay. =)
Was really exhausted from all.
Interact ROCKS!! Will update more soon ya. Ciaoz people!! =D