Ways to Enjoy Life (No.5)

Hey dear readers,
I have a few stuff i would like to mention about.
Firstly, I am doing way better now. But during my period of recovering till this day, I gained many things. And that is what I am gonna share with you today. I learnt that not all things aren't meant to last forever. So always appreciate what you have now. And if it's gone, treasure the memories. No one says you have to be ignore everything that was once important to you. Even if you have erased it from your mind, it still stays in your heart and that is where the memories actually come from. It moved your heart once back then and don't be surprised but ,in many ways, it still will.

Its true that things around you can bring back memories, and there's always something that you treasure most. It is your symbol of something that affected your life and made you the person you are today. I admit, i have one. It is very dear to me. I've only told a few people about it. And yesterday, during my English tuition, my teacher, a very spontaneous man and someone important to me asked me, is there anything i treasure most. In that very moment, i thought of you. I don't know why. Not only you i guess but also the thing that brought me back the memories. I shall elaborate more on that some other time for my time is running short.

All I'm trying to say is, appreciate what you have now. Don't regret it once it is gone. That is what I have learnt.

P.S: For my peeps, I won't be online for 3 days. Prefect camp. So not ready for it. -.-
And for those who scored high marks for their SPM, I am so proud of you! :')

Do check out my tumblr page.
http://the-blue-bear.tumblr.com/
 That is all. :)

Forgive.

I'll go straight to the point.
Because I don't have any cliche lines to start off with.
Few days ago, my once owh-so-happy heart was dropped. Yeah, it broke.
Ever heard of the line, don't give your heart to someone that does not know how to hold it?
Well, clearly i don't know how to pick my holder.
And sadly, it happened.
But even so, I was only disappointed in myself.
All I can blame is only me, myself and I.
I know now the person whom this post is concern now happier, I hope.
Even so, i would like to say this,
I FORGIVE YOU.
For everything I'm living for, this is just a small part of life.
Crying over something that happened only makes it worst.
I know now my mistake and i hope not to bump into this kind of situation again.
A mistake is a mistake.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I just hope that person reads this and well feel better of that person's self.
Don't be sad anymore. Please.

You are forgiven. <3

Hey people, its me again.
I know, its not normal for me to blog twice a day,
But something happened,
I'm feeling down,
And I'm taking an advice from a friend,
Write down your feelings,
It'll make me feel better,
Well, honestly, it really depends how deep a wounded heart is,
Which brings us to a very topic,

Can a wounded heart be healed?
Well, the truth is yes. In time. But how you stand your ground as time passes by is really the main point of this post. This year has been one of the worst in my life and I don't think it'll get any better. Moving on is always hard. Have you ever heard of the saying "Someone grows on you". I don't fancy that line much nowadays. That is because it'll be hard for you to get over that certain someone one they no longer play apart from your life. I don't know. I have a very weak and sensitive heart, readers. Does that suck? Hell yeah it does. Every little detail will affect me.

Another topic, have you ever wondered why there are many suicidal cases. Well, I'd like to think they did that because their heart couldn't take it anymore. You'll hear sayings like, "such a pity, wasting her/his life" but the truth is, people rather die than facing what they go through everyday. The obstacles they face are just hell. And to add insult to injury, they don't see the path out, so jumping down buildings always occur. This somehow related to me, sadly. Can my heart take all this? Only time will tell i guess. But i sure hope i do not lose my sanity and be one of those suicide maniacs. But i can't guarantee anything. Sigh, time, i hope you heal me faster now.

P.S: I'm feeling worst than i was before. That's bad, :(

When life is lemons

Hey readers,
Here i am again, sulking about how bad life is,
I've been down lately but its weird how life goes,
I watched How I Met Your Mother one night, and it thought me lots of stuff.
If something doesn't work the way you want it to,
In five years, look back and ask yourself,
Was that really important?
Cause if it were, then you wouldn't be who you are today.
Its like an obstacle, if you're strong enough,

You'll prevail.
So I know now, what i must feel.
I'll live through this period of my life.
To the max.

Btw, Let's all pray for the world, for no matter how bad we see things, we are still one in the end.

P.S: IMY

Happy Women's day.

I don't need to wish you ladies Happy Women's day to make you all know you're special. :) But still, Happy Women's Day. Especially to my sisters and mother and all the female i know. :)