Ways to Enjoy Life (No.5)

Hey dear readers,
I have a few stuff i would like to mention about.
Firstly, I am doing way better now. But during my period of recovering till this day, I gained many things. And that is what I am gonna share with you today. I learnt that not all things aren't meant to last forever. So always appreciate what you have now. And if it's gone, treasure the memories. No one says you have to be ignore everything that was once important to you. Even if you have erased it from your mind, it still stays in your heart and that is where the memories actually come from. It moved your heart once back then and don't be surprised but ,in many ways, it still will.

Its true that things around you can bring back memories, and there's always something that you treasure most. It is your symbol of something that affected your life and made you the person you are today. I admit, i have one. It is very dear to me. I've only told a few people about it. And yesterday, during my English tuition, my teacher, a very spontaneous man and someone important to me asked me, is there anything i treasure most. In that very moment, i thought of you. I don't know why. Not only you i guess but also the thing that brought me back the memories. I shall elaborate more on that some other time for my time is running short.

All I'm trying to say is, appreciate what you have now. Don't regret it once it is gone. That is what I have learnt.

P.S: For my peeps, I won't be online for 3 days. Prefect camp. So not ready for it. -.-
And for those who scored high marks for their SPM, I am so proud of you! :')

Do check out my tumblr page.
http://the-blue-bear.tumblr.com/
 That is all. :)

Forgive.

I'll go straight to the point.
Because I don't have any cliche lines to start off with.
Few days ago, my once owh-so-happy heart was dropped. Yeah, it broke.
Ever heard of the line, don't give your heart to someone that does not know how to hold it?
Well, clearly i don't know how to pick my holder.
And sadly, it happened.
But even so, I was only disappointed in myself.
All I can blame is only me, myself and I.
I know now the person whom this post is concern now happier, I hope.
Even so, i would like to say this,
I FORGIVE YOU.
For everything I'm living for, this is just a small part of life.
Crying over something that happened only makes it worst.
I know now my mistake and i hope not to bump into this kind of situation again.
A mistake is a mistake.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I just hope that person reads this and well feel better of that person's self.
Don't be sad anymore. Please.

You are forgiven. <3

Hey people, its me again.
I know, its not normal for me to blog twice a day,
But something happened,
I'm feeling down,
And I'm taking an advice from a friend,
Write down your feelings,
It'll make me feel better,
Well, honestly, it really depends how deep a wounded heart is,
Which brings us to a very topic,

Can a wounded heart be healed?
Well, the truth is yes. In time. But how you stand your ground as time passes by is really the main point of this post. This year has been one of the worst in my life and I don't think it'll get any better. Moving on is always hard. Have you ever heard of the saying "Someone grows on you". I don't fancy that line much nowadays. That is because it'll be hard for you to get over that certain someone one they no longer play apart from your life. I don't know. I have a very weak and sensitive heart, readers. Does that suck? Hell yeah it does. Every little detail will affect me.

Another topic, have you ever wondered why there are many suicidal cases. Well, I'd like to think they did that because their heart couldn't take it anymore. You'll hear sayings like, "such a pity, wasting her/his life" but the truth is, people rather die than facing what they go through everyday. The obstacles they face are just hell. And to add insult to injury, they don't see the path out, so jumping down buildings always occur. This somehow related to me, sadly. Can my heart take all this? Only time will tell i guess. But i sure hope i do not lose my sanity and be one of those suicide maniacs. But i can't guarantee anything. Sigh, time, i hope you heal me faster now.

P.S: I'm feeling worst than i was before. That's bad, :(

When life is lemons

Hey readers,
Here i am again, sulking about how bad life is,
I've been down lately but its weird how life goes,
I watched How I Met Your Mother one night, and it thought me lots of stuff.
If something doesn't work the way you want it to,
In five years, look back and ask yourself,
Was that really important?
Cause if it were, then you wouldn't be who you are today.
Its like an obstacle, if you're strong enough,

You'll prevail.
So I know now, what i must feel.
I'll live through this period of my life.
To the max.

Btw, Let's all pray for the world, for no matter how bad we see things, we are still one in the end.

P.S: IMY

Happy Women's day.

I don't need to wish you ladies Happy Women's day to make you all know you're special. :) But still, Happy Women's Day. Especially to my sisters and mother and all the female i know. :)

Reasons why couples do not match

So here i am, at 4oclock in the morning, blogging about something that bothers a lot of people. Why Am I up late, is another question, the reason im here is to tell my readers the importance of treating a partner. Here is a quote from my friend:

"Going after a person is fun. The bad part people cant handle is after getting the person"

Think about it people. Dont you think this is true? I mean, i know what it feels like to be in this situation. And to those that agrees with that statement, you people gotta change how you see things. Let me explain to you. There are a few things that you readers should know. Firstly, let me talk to you readers from the girls perspective:

Girl's perspective:
Most girls would want to be with who they know that they can grow up with, spend time with and also smile with each other anytime, anyday. They dont instantly fall in love with a man they just met. Drooling over someone that is hot is called crush, i mean, thats what i think so. Girls fall in only several times in their life, in which, the numbers can be counted with your fingers. Some even falls in love only once and is happy about it. We all make mistakes so it isnt wrong to love a few times. As they say, its better to have loved and lost than to never had loved at all. And once they found their 'man', they do not need to bother about their love life anymore cause they already got one and they know that if it is the one, he wouldnt leave. So what do they do? They carry on with their lives and not to be harsh to you ladies, you kinda leave the guys aside. Without sufficient love cause you girls know they wont leave you.

In the guy's perspective however:
After all the things they do to get to a female's heart, they would feel so much alive. Like its the best day of their lives. Unfortunately, they were wrong. During a relationship, guys would want the girls to treat them the way they used to be treated during the period they were going after their girl. For a man to receive love from their loved one is very important especially if the guy is being pressured from others sources. If insufficient love is given, how is the man going to survive if the woman of his life does not even help him. This is where the problem happens. The woman is not giving enough, the man is in need of more. If it gets worse, the guy might even cause bigger problems like trying to commit suicide.

This is very sad and for me, i think this is the main reason why couples these days are getting divorced. I'm just speculating. Beside, there are many other reasons too. But i think this is one of the many common reasons. Now, don't be surprised but this might even happen oppositely. My main point is, dont ever stop loving your partners. It might lead to even worst things. If you have feelings for them, show it. Dont keep it to yourself. Dont ever think that if you love them, they know it. Thats not really true. Both male and female likes to be shown love everytime. If not, once in a while. Keep your partners confused about your feeling towards them , as said, is gonna get ugly. So, keep them happy with love. And please show it. :)
Btw, sorry if I offended anyone. This is just my point of view. Feel free to comment.

What my heart is saying...

Have you ever wondered what would your friends/ family/ enemy life would be without meeting you?
Well, i have and to tell you readers the truth, life pretty much goes on the same for them. With or without me. Maybe its because I'm not much of an impact to anyones life? Or is it because I'm just a friend they meet in just one chapter of their life.
It doesn't bother me that much but still, there is a feeling inside of me that wish I know someone couldn't live without me. Not literally of course.
I mean I just wish I was the main character for someone else's life. =/
Honestly, think about it, don't you agree with me?
We all have people we care about or hate but that's what makes life fun.
I don't mind being in just one chapter of a book as long as I changed that certain someone's perception or way of life. But being in someone's life and staying there is a very big deal.
So dear readers, my point is, if someone really say that they cannot live without you and mean it, then stay there with them through out their journey. You'll never know that they might mean something to you too. Its a gamble but what is life without risk? Just make sure they mean what they say.

I'm in a very unstable state right now. But who cares, right?
As long as everyone around me is happy and living life they way they are suppose to live. That is good enough for me to make me smile. I don't care if I'm down in the dumps, just as long as other smile. Then so shall I.

Thanks for reading dear readers. It means a lot to me. Seriously. :)