Who I am.

FYI, this is totally random.
I won't promise the world because I know I'm not capable of doing that unlike most guys.
I won't promise luxurious trips because I'm afraid of what I might be when I grow up.
I won't promise a life full of treasures and money.
BUT

I promise you that you won't face your problems alone.
I promise you an adventurous life going through the ups and downs.
I promise you will wake up with a smile everyday.
I promise my heart because I know that is what i can offer.
I promise you, me.

Yours Truly.

Random.

I DO! I swear to God I do! It's just that everything I ever had come bitch slapping me back. :(

I think I'm pretty useless.

When i fall, i fall hard. And i'm afraid. :/
So confused now. Why am I so worried?
I used to be alright but now ever single thing affects me. :S
I know she'll be fine without me.

I miss the feeling to be someone's everything. Or at least i think i was.

Owh well. Midnight and blabbering stuff. Exam tmrw? This is not good. D:
I'm falling into darkness.

Grab me now before it's too late. 

Yours Truly.

Is it still a mystery?

I like how life makes things seem so simple and yet it's still complicated at the same time. 

Yeah it can be a lil' annoying at times, giving you lemons every now and then but what's life without it eh? 

Trying to make sense will just get to you to an asylum if you're trying to deduce this complication. Just sit back relax and enjoy the ride. I don't know why i'm blabbering about all this but i just feel like it. :)

Let me tell you girl's something really beautiful. If you're a guy reading this, well, you can use it to tell the girls you love. It's formed by me and my friend and it really is something. And guys, please use this quote to remind each girl in your life

" Every single girl is pretty, Only some is beautiful, But only one can be amazing "

Yeap. Guys, if you have this perception in life, then you're one heck of a gentleman. :)

Stay safe world. Till next time.

Yours Truly.

Like fine wine.

Hey people. It's been awhile. I'm really REALLY sorry i've not been updating my blog. Been busy the entire time. Anyways, just a short post today just to keep me on track.

The topic today is of course, girls.
What kind of girls you ask? Well, no one specific really. Just in general.
I don't understand why A LOT of them think they aren't as pretty. Pfft, it kills me inside to see that there isn't any confidence in a girl if she says that. I think to me, every girl is pretty. They are feeling lesser than what they truly are which is quite saddening. Ladies, why? Did you ladies even know that just a smile of yours can brighten any persons day? So keep smiling aight? Believe it. :)

I don't need an audience

As long as you're the one I'm performing for.
It's been awhile since we last spoke. It seems like you're better off without me.
I see that you're happier, you smile a lot more, no me to keep you off your feet.
I'm good with that, really. Of all the pain I rather feel, it's this.
Letting go so that you can now really be yourself. Happy.

Now, its my turn.
To find my true self and happiness. Sigh, where are you?
16 years and i still have not figured out who I am, what makes me happy or at least calm my nerves down.
Too bad I'm not a happy go lucky person. I always give a shit about every single thing.
Over thinking most of the it. Maybe that's why I all messed up now.
But hey, at least it's a beautiful mess, right? With memories lying all around.
I'm worried though, what if i can't find another person with that smile of yours. Only time will tell I guess.
But in the mean time, as long as you're happy. So am I. Heck, i bet you won't even read this anymore but..

Don't you stop smiling, promise?
Yours Truly.

Dying.

I know it's not me.
But I don't care. Seeing you sad really made my heart ache. I don't know what is the cause of it but i hope you heal from whatever you're going through soon. If it was me that caused your ache, I really am sorry. I know it's not me you're talking about when you posted on tumblr. It kills me i admit but if you're happy, then, sooner or later, i'll be happy for you too.

Just don't stay this way. Please?
Yours truly.