I feel like an idiot.

They say we smile to hide the tears. So eff-ing true.
And owh how i wish that we don't have to.
I feel like and idiot, wasting my day.
Thinking about stuff i'll never get to say.
I'm sick of it. I just want an answer, a straight answer.
At least to the heart. Ughh, hanging by a moment.
And i don't mean that moment we all want.
WHY DO I KEEP COMING BACK TO THIS POINT.

IMY. It's the truth but it's harsh.
Yours truly.