Tuesday, March 13, 2012
OH.GOD.WHY
I haven't been blogging since forever. Sooo, um, yeah. Let's just start like how every relationships starts. Hi, My name is Scott. :)
Sunday, November 6, 2011
The world has lost a Hero.
The world has really lost a Hero. Someone that we didn't expect and don't want to leave from this cruel world. You see, my uncle, passed away just few days ago. It was a heavy loss to everyone, not only the family but also his friends and workmates. And I think if you were to see how my grandfather cried and my aunt cried, you'll think to yourself, love really is strong. My grandpa's love for his son, My aunt's love for my uncle. How would you survive, when you see your son pass before you? How would you survive, when the love of your life just gone without a goodbye. Yet, my family managed to stay strong, most of the time. But what I am really mad about is the main reason my uncle passed and if I don't share it out, I think it would be an insult to his memory.
You see, my uncle passed away in Bangkok. On the night of his passing, he complained to the hotel manager that he was having chest pains and wanted an ambulance to bring him to a hospital. According to my aunt that went and retrieve the body, the hospital was only 10 minutes away but it took an hour for the ambulance to arrive. As usual, my intelligent uncle knew he had a medical card with him, took it out along with his ID and whatnot to show it to the doctor. Unfortunately, he fainted due to low oxygen in his blood. The doctor, in one of the most well known place in the world, COULDN'T READ OR SPEAK ENGLISH. With this communication breakdown, IF ONLY THEY KNEW HOW TO READ, IF ONLY THEY LEARNT HOW, but unfortunately, they failed to find out the problem and my uncle passed ALONE in that hospital. If only he was in Malaysia, he would have been saved.
And to that note, we might as well ask ourselves, why must there be a barrier in this kind of situation. WHY?! Ask yourself, if this were to happen to you, who would you blame? And now the government in Malaysia wants to change ALL the maths and science subject from English to Malay and he, the head of education, made his decision without consulting the citizen. If there is a barrier already, why must they enforce it more. Don't you think they have already enough problem in their hands? Their just asking for trouble. Sigh.
Well, back to my uncle, it is just sad to see it this way. When I sat in the car with my aunt after the burial, she cried even more and it hurt me a lot. Now I know why they say, love always hurts, even for both party. However, it is the little things along the way that made all these worth while. Being beside each other at hard times, having those happy moments you can share together, etc. Or does it hurt even more the happier we are, I don't know. I'm still young and exploring. So hopefully, my future spouse will love me as much as I will love her. And I will love her A LOT.
You see, my uncle passed away in Bangkok. On the night of his passing, he complained to the hotel manager that he was having chest pains and wanted an ambulance to bring him to a hospital. According to my aunt that went and retrieve the body, the hospital was only 10 minutes away but it took an hour for the ambulance to arrive. As usual, my intelligent uncle knew he had a medical card with him, took it out along with his ID and whatnot to show it to the doctor. Unfortunately, he fainted due to low oxygen in his blood. The doctor, in one of the most well known place in the world, COULDN'T READ OR SPEAK ENGLISH. With this communication breakdown, IF ONLY THEY KNEW HOW TO READ, IF ONLY THEY LEARNT HOW, but unfortunately, they failed to find out the problem and my uncle passed ALONE in that hospital. If only he was in Malaysia, he would have been saved.
And to that note, we might as well ask ourselves, why must there be a barrier in this kind of situation. WHY?! Ask yourself, if this were to happen to you, who would you blame? And now the government in Malaysia wants to change ALL the maths and science subject from English to Malay and he, the head of education, made his decision without consulting the citizen. If there is a barrier already, why must they enforce it more. Don't you think they have already enough problem in their hands? Their just asking for trouble. Sigh.
Well, back to my uncle, it is just sad to see it this way. When I sat in the car with my aunt after the burial, she cried even more and it hurt me a lot. Now I know why they say, love always hurts, even for both party. However, it is the little things along the way that made all these worth while. Being beside each other at hard times, having those happy moments you can share together, etc. Or does it hurt even more the happier we are, I don't know. I'm still young and exploring. So hopefully, my future spouse will love me as much as I will love her. And I will love her A LOT.
Rest In Peace Uncle
Lee Yek Wei (1966 - 2011)
Lee Yek Wei (1966 - 2011)
Wondering how God works his ways,
Why must he take my uncle so early?
Yours Truly.
Why must he take my uncle so early?
Yours Truly.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Mind blown!
Woah! I just found out something awesome about the day i was born!
It falls on the 9th day of the 9th month according to chinese calender and on this month, there is a celebration called Festival of the Nine Emperor Gods. This festival usually last for 15 days but the most important day of all would be the 9th day of this celebration. And guess what? I was born on this day! Now the special thing about this is that every 9th day of the 9th month of the chinese calender, there is a 90% chance that it will rain. So this date in this year actually fell on the 5th of October this year and it RAINED! :D Awesome eh? According to chinese folklore, the 9 Gods came through the sea, that's why it rains all the time on this date of the chinese calender. So next time keep in mind and you can think of me! Woooh that was cheesy! HAHAH.
Yours Truly.
It falls on the 9th day of the 9th month according to chinese calender and on this month, there is a celebration called Festival of the Nine Emperor Gods. This festival usually last for 15 days but the most important day of all would be the 9th day of this celebration. And guess what? I was born on this day! Now the special thing about this is that every 9th day of the 9th month of the chinese calender, there is a 90% chance that it will rain. So this date in this year actually fell on the 5th of October this year and it RAINED! :D Awesome eh? According to chinese folklore, the 9 Gods came through the sea, that's why it rains all the time on this date of the chinese calender. So next time keep in mind and you can think of me! Woooh that was cheesy! HAHAH.
Yours Truly.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Isn't it too early?
Life's blazing by,
Everyone I know is saying their goodbyes,
Graduating and all, after this year, we'll meet new people,
New culture, new way of life, I just hope nothing changed between my friends,
The memories we had together, the pain felt by one another, owh such a pity,
Life is always pushing you to better things in life but in my opinion, i rather stay,
Or at least make time go slower, there's still so many mischief undone, so many praises not obtained,
Hopefully, we won't forget one another, and may we return someday if not everyday to catch up on stuff. I really am gonna miss high school with the friends I've met.
Please, stay longer.
Yours Truly.
Everyone I know is saying their goodbyes,
Graduating and all, after this year, we'll meet new people,
New culture, new way of life, I just hope nothing changed between my friends,
The memories we had together, the pain felt by one another, owh such a pity,
Life is always pushing you to better things in life but in my opinion, i rather stay,
Or at least make time go slower, there's still so many mischief undone, so many praises not obtained,
Hopefully, we won't forget one another, and may we return someday if not everyday to catch up on stuff. I really am gonna miss high school with the friends I've met.
Please, stay longer.
Yours Truly.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
As long as chivalry never dies, I won't too.
Isn't this picture super cute?! :D
If a kid like that gets to dance a girl like that, gosh, where do I hide my face?
It's okay, someday I will. No matter where. I'm still waiting for that moment.
But I do know I won't change my way. Chivalry won't die. It's too cheesy for some, too lame for others but it's just right one for one. Well, Here I come to whom ever that is next. I'm getting to you as fast as I can, day by day, and I hope you're getting as fast as you can too. I can and will wait. :)
Yours Truly.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Remembering 9/11
Time and time again, we, humans, misunderstand each other.
But when the time of grief or sadness arises.
The tears unite us. As far as I'm concern, everyone no matter how bad, how evil, how cruel, does have a heart in them.
It's not easy to lose someone, though I may not know the feeling yet, I do understand the pain. In the end, it's the truth we have to face. But be advised that no matter how stinging the pain. you are not alone. No matter what.
Where it suppose to stand.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zr1pwZXf65w
Where you'll cry your heart out for the people you may not know.
Just have a day off and just take a few moments to be in silence.
For the people that lost their mum and dad.
For the people that lost their children.
For the people that lost their lovers.
For the people that thought they lost everything.
I think I can speak on behalf of everyone I know, my condolences.
Yours Truly.
But when the time of grief or sadness arises.
The tears unite us. As far as I'm concern, everyone no matter how bad, how evil, how cruel, does have a heart in them.
It's not easy to lose someone, though I may not know the feeling yet, I do understand the pain. In the end, it's the truth we have to face. But be advised that no matter how stinging the pain. you are not alone. No matter what.
Where it suppose to stand.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zr1pwZXf65w
Where you'll cry your heart out for the people you may not know.
Just have a day off and just take a few moments to be in silence.
For the people that lost their mum and dad.
For the people that lost their children.
For the people that lost their lovers.
For the people that thought they lost everything.
I think I can speak on behalf of everyone I know, my condolences.
Yours Truly.
Friday, September 2, 2011
What does it take to be a Hero?
To anyone that wants it. To anyone that needs it. To anyone that deserves it.
17 years I have been living. 17 years of too many failure,
Not only to me, but to others, Some even left without much explanation.
I don't want that to happen again. Especially with so many challenges up ahead.
Forgive me for everything.
I think I might fail everyone again.
It kills to know I can't be who you want me to be.
The Hero you want, need, and deserve.
Yours Truly,
17 years I have been living. 17 years of too many failure,
Not only to me, but to others, Some even left without much explanation.
I don't want that to happen again. Especially with so many challenges up ahead.
Forgive me for everything.
I think I might fail everyone again.
It kills to know I can't be who you want me to be.
The Hero you want, need, and deserve.
Yours Truly,
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Interesting fact.
If anyone were to say these words, he/she needs help.
Well, if this is the reason for you not to smile, then I think you did not just failed yourself but you failed in LIFE itself. Why so pessimist first of all? Yes, happiness won't last but that doesn't mean it won't come back. Unless you have that attitude of course. The time when happiness isn't around is the time for other emotions to take place. Anger, Sadness, Frustration, Lust, are what makes life beautiful. But I can bet with you happiness will always be there. It's like a pizza. Happiness as cheese and other emotions as ingredients. Owh yummy. :P Change yourself! When was the last time you looked into the mirror and said I'm gonna own this world, huh?
Not directed to anyone, fyi.
Yours Truly,
Well, if this is the reason for you not to smile, then I think you did not just failed yourself but you failed in LIFE itself. Why so pessimist first of all? Yes, happiness won't last but that doesn't mean it won't come back. Unless you have that attitude of course. The time when happiness isn't around is the time for other emotions to take place. Anger, Sadness, Frustration, Lust, are what makes life beautiful. But I can bet with you happiness will always be there. It's like a pizza. Happiness as cheese and other emotions as ingredients. Owh yummy. :P Change yourself! When was the last time you looked into the mirror and said I'm gonna own this world, huh?
Not directed to anyone, fyi.
Yours Truly,
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
One last perfect date.
Okay, I'm gonna start off by saying I was inspired to write about this by someone I know. Let's just say we just connected randomly. Thank you, btw. :)
Anyways, I'm gonna ask you reader's a question first. Have you ever come across a situation where you know something's gonna end but you're still holding on? In this case, a girl you like. (or guy) Both of you are really close. Even though you know it's gonna end someday, your relationship is too close that you don't want it broken. Well, reality check my friend, everything is gonna come to an end someday. BUT, don't end it just like that. At least bring her out one last time. Do something special. Since it's the 'last time', at least make a memory out of it. Be that someone that person needs, all in one day. Don't get what I'm trying to say? Well, here's my example of one last ultimate date.
Wake up super early the last day you're gonna be together. (And I mean super early) Make breakfast for your partner. (Yes, even us guys gotta do it) Then, before serving breakfast, wake her up gently. Kiss her in the nose, cheeks, lips, forehead but make sure you don't go all vigorous. It's gonna be a slow morning. :) Once she's awake, kiss her and serve her breakfast in bed. If you can, do something sweet for example, serenade her, sing to her, bring her flowers. Once she's done, maybe start off lazy by watching a movie in bed. Have her cuddle next to you. Then bring her out for lunch, somewhere nice and not so hot. Probably have a few scoops of ice-cream after that. Bring her shopping or something. By dusk, I suggest a walk by the beach. Watch the sunset together. Pay someone to work up some fireworks for you. :P Owh, don't forget dinner. Spoil her if you must. It's just for a day. After that, well it's up to you actually. Try taking her hand under the moonlight and dance like there's no tomorrow. Ballroom dance, random dance, who cares? Just do it, Under the moonlight. Yeap that'll be super ending for that date. Just be creative, be spontaneous, and be sweet.
Now, the reason I said she instead of he is because, well, I'm a guy too, sooo, yeah. :P Now I didn't say girl can't do all this. It's recommended actually. Who ever said girls are the one that always has to be pampered. :P In other words, guys or girls, make your partner know that this world isn't so evil. There are still people that cares and loves. Well, a toast to many things that will come.
Yours Truly. :)
Anyways, I'm gonna ask you reader's a question first. Have you ever come across a situation where you know something's gonna end but you're still holding on? In this case, a girl you like. (or guy) Both of you are really close. Even though you know it's gonna end someday, your relationship is too close that you don't want it broken. Well, reality check my friend, everything is gonna come to an end someday. BUT, don't end it just like that. At least bring her out one last time. Do something special. Since it's the 'last time', at least make a memory out of it. Be that someone that person needs, all in one day. Don't get what I'm trying to say? Well, here's my example of one last ultimate date.
Wake up super early the last day you're gonna be together. (And I mean super early) Make breakfast for your partner. (Yes, even us guys gotta do it) Then, before serving breakfast, wake her up gently. Kiss her in the nose, cheeks, lips, forehead but make sure you don't go all vigorous. It's gonna be a slow morning. :) Once she's awake, kiss her and serve her breakfast in bed. If you can, do something sweet for example, serenade her, sing to her, bring her flowers. Once she's done, maybe start off lazy by watching a movie in bed. Have her cuddle next to you. Then bring her out for lunch, somewhere nice and not so hot. Probably have a few scoops of ice-cream after that. Bring her shopping or something. By dusk, I suggest a walk by the beach. Watch the sunset together. Pay someone to work up some fireworks for you. :P Owh, don't forget dinner. Spoil her if you must. It's just for a day. After that, well it's up to you actually. Try taking her hand under the moonlight and dance like there's no tomorrow. Ballroom dance, random dance, who cares? Just do it, Under the moonlight. Yeap that'll be super ending for that date. Just be creative, be spontaneous, and be sweet.
Now, the reason I said she instead of he is because, well, I'm a guy too, sooo, yeah. :P Now I didn't say girl can't do all this. It's recommended actually. Who ever said girls are the one that always has to be pampered. :P In other words, guys or girls, make your partner know that this world isn't so evil. There are still people that cares and loves. Well, a toast to many things that will come.
Yours Truly. :)
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Concentrate on being the right man.
I think this really spoke to me. I now know my ways we're wrong.
Constant blabbering about finding the right one isn't gonna lead me there.
Building myself to become someone would be much better.
How do people come up with this kinda stuff, I always wonder.
Hah! But thankfully, I don't have to start far. At least I know the basics of not being an ass. :)
Yours Truly.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Who I am.
FYI, this is totally random.
I won't promise the world because I know I'm not capable of doing that unlike most guys.
I won't promise luxurious trips because I'm afraid of what I might be when I grow up.
I won't promise a life full of treasures and money.
BUT
I won't promise the world because I know I'm not capable of doing that unlike most guys.
I won't promise luxurious trips because I'm afraid of what I might be when I grow up.
I won't promise a life full of treasures and money.
BUT
I promise you that you won't face your problems alone.
I promise you an adventurous life going through the ups and downs.
I promise you will wake up with a smile everyday.
I promise my heart because I know that is what i can offer.
I promise you, me.
I promise you an adventurous life going through the ups and downs.
I promise you will wake up with a smile everyday.
I promise my heart because I know that is what i can offer.
I promise you, me.
Yours Truly.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Random.
I DO! I swear to God I do! It's just that everything I ever had come bitch slapping me back. :(
I think I'm pretty useless.
When i fall, i fall hard. And i'm afraid. :/
So confused now. Why am I so worried?
I used to be alright but now ever single thing affects me. :S
I know she'll be fine without me.
So confused now. Why am I so worried?
I used to be alright but now ever single thing affects me. :S
I know she'll be fine without me.
I miss the feeling to be someone's everything. Or at least i think i was.
Owh well. Midnight and blabbering stuff. Exam tmrw? This is not good. D:
I'm falling into darkness.
I'm falling into darkness.
Grab me now before it's too late.
Yours Truly.
Friday, July 22, 2011
Is it still a mystery?
I like how life makes things seem so simple and yet it's still complicated at the same time.
Yeah it can be a lil' annoying at times, giving you lemons every now and then but what's life without it eh?
Trying to make sense will just get to you to an asylum if you're trying to deduce this complication. Just sit back relax and enjoy the ride. I don't know why i'm blabbering about all this but i just feel like it. :)
Let me tell you girl's something really beautiful. If you're a guy reading this, well, you can use it to tell the girls you love. It's formed by me and my friend and it really is something. And guys, please use this quote to remind each girl in your life
" Every single girl is pretty, Only some is beautiful, But only one can be amazing "
Yeap. Guys, if you have this perception in life, then you're one heck of a gentleman. :)
" Every single girl is pretty, Only some is beautiful, But only one can be amazing "
Yeap. Guys, if you have this perception in life, then you're one heck of a gentleman. :)
Stay safe world. Till next time.
Yours Truly.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Like fine wine.
Hey people. It's been awhile. I'm really REALLY sorry i've not been updating my blog. Been busy the entire time. Anyways, just a short post today just to keep me on track.
The topic today is of course, girls.
What kind of girls you ask? Well, no one specific really. Just in general.
I don't understand why A LOT of them think they aren't as pretty. Pfft, it kills me inside to see that there isn't any confidence in a girl if she says that. I think to me, every girl is pretty. They are feeling lesser than what they truly are which is quite saddening. Ladies, why? Did you ladies even know that just a smile of yours can brighten any persons day? So keep smiling aight? Believe it. :)
The topic today is of course, girls.
What kind of girls you ask? Well, no one specific really. Just in general.
I don't understand why A LOT of them think they aren't as pretty. Pfft, it kills me inside to see that there isn't any confidence in a girl if she says that. I think to me, every girl is pretty. They are feeling lesser than what they truly are which is quite saddening. Ladies, why? Did you ladies even know that just a smile of yours can brighten any persons day? So keep smiling aight? Believe it. :)
Saturday, June 18, 2011
I don't need an audience
As long as you're the one I'm performing for.
It's been awhile since we last spoke. It seems like you're better off without me.
I see that you're happier, you smile a lot more, no me to keep you off your feet.
I'm good with that, really. Of all the pain I rather feel, it's this.
Letting go so that you can now really be yourself. Happy.
Now, its my turn.
To find my true self and happiness. Sigh, where are you?
16 years and i still have not figured out who I am, what makes me happy or at least calm my nerves down.
Too bad I'm not a happy go lucky person. I always give a shit about every single thing.
Over thinking most of the it. Maybe that's why I all messed up now.
But hey, at least it's a beautiful mess, right? With memories lying all around.
I'm worried though, what if i can't find another person with that smile of yours. Only time will tell I guess.
But in the mean time, as long as you're happy. So am I. Heck, i bet you won't even read this anymore but..
Don't you stop smiling, promise?
Yours Truly.
It's been awhile since we last spoke. It seems like you're better off without me.
I see that you're happier, you smile a lot more, no me to keep you off your feet.
I'm good with that, really. Of all the pain I rather feel, it's this.
Letting go so that you can now really be yourself. Happy.
Now, its my turn.
To find my true self and happiness. Sigh, where are you?
16 years and i still have not figured out who I am, what makes me happy or at least calm my nerves down.
Too bad I'm not a happy go lucky person. I always give a shit about every single thing.
Over thinking most of the it. Maybe that's why I all messed up now.
But hey, at least it's a beautiful mess, right? With memories lying all around.
I'm worried though, what if i can't find another person with that smile of yours. Only time will tell I guess.
But in the mean time, as long as you're happy. So am I. Heck, i bet you won't even read this anymore but..
Don't you stop smiling, promise?
Yours Truly.
Monday, June 13, 2011
Dying.
I know it's not me.
But I don't care. Seeing you sad really made my heart ache. I don't know what is the cause of it but i hope you heal from whatever you're going through soon. If it was me that caused your ache, I really am sorry. I know it's not me you're talking about when you posted on tumblr. It kills me i admit but if you're happy, then, sooner or later, i'll be happy for you too.
Just don't stay this way. Please?
Yours truly.
But I don't care. Seeing you sad really made my heart ache. I don't know what is the cause of it but i hope you heal from whatever you're going through soon. If it was me that caused your ache, I really am sorry. I know it's not me you're talking about when you posted on tumblr. It kills me i admit but if you're happy, then, sooner or later, i'll be happy for you too.
Just don't stay this way. Please?
Yours truly.
Monday, June 6, 2011
It's just me missing you.
Im always the One to Fuck it up .
Im sorry that i constantly want to talk to you .
Im sorry when you take to long to reply; i get sad :(
Im sorry if i say things that might piss you off .
Im sorry if i put you through shit; You dont deserve it .
Im sorry when my attitude shifts .
Im sorry if i ever hurt you; that's the last thing i'd want to do .
Im sorry if i come off as annoying .
Im sorry if i think about you too much and to often .
Im sorry when i become jealous, but baby whats mine, is mine . Im sorry if i come off as too clingy or attached at times, but thats just me missing you . You deserve the best; Thats why i try to give you my all . You mean everything to me and i just want to make you proud . I Love you, That will never change ♡
Im sorry that i constantly want to talk to you .
Im sorry when you take to long to reply; i get sad :(
Im sorry if i say things that might piss you off .
Im sorry if i put you through shit; You dont deserve it .
Im sorry when my attitude shifts .
Im sorry if i ever hurt you; that's the last thing i'd want to do .
Im sorry if i come off as annoying .
Im sorry if i think about you too much and to often .
Im sorry when i become jealous, but baby whats mine, is mine . Im sorry if i come off as too clingy or attached at times, but thats just me missing you . You deserve the best; Thats why i try to give you my all . You mean everything to me and i just want to make you proud . I Love you, That will never change ♡
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Midnight truly is beautiful. Like you.
I just hope, you know. That, you really are beautiful. In every single way. Stop saying that you're not. Heck, you're suppose to be saying that, not me. Maybe I was there for you as a reminder that you can reach greater things. I just hope you won't forget me. Time to time, sure I'll miss you and i hope you do too. But you keeping us apart really shows something. I just can't seem to pin it down in words. All I know is, you have already moved on and i'm happy you did. At least now I know what needs to be done by me.
I feel like, this moment I'm going through, really indulged me to many things. It thought me many as I have lost many. But its best I don't mention it now. Let's go back to when we first talked eh? It was two years I believe. It started out as strangers, then friends. We got close when we had our group chat with the others remember? Yeah, that was good times. And then i broke up with my first. Wasn't easy though. Just like ours. You came to my house on CNY. Was pretty shocked actually, and i'm still touched by it. I remember you started asking so many questions but it was fun. Heh. Then, i popped the question. You didn't expected it, didn't you? Hahaha. It's still clear to me. Owh, how could i forget, my battle with your sis on pick-up lines. Started with one then it became a war. Laughing all the way. Never had so much fun before.
Things we're going pretty well, i believe. When we first held hands, it was like magic. You even surprised me during Rally. Evil you, lying to me about not making it then pop in-front of my face. That was a good one. I admit. There's also this one time you went to Singapore and got me chocolates. Yumm. :) I still have a few left. Just to remind me of you. Then, i don't know what happened. But i won't go any further. By the way, i'm re-reading our old convo and it brought me to my knees. Especially, the way you call me 'dear'. Whether its through your voice, or your text. My heart will just skip a beat every time.
Enough of my blabbering. I think it's time for me to do what needed to be done long ago.
Thank you by the way.
I'll end all this, right here, right now.
Last you'll ever hear from me, i hope.
And I know you'll be reading this but i don't really care.
What am I to you anyways?
Yours truly.
P.S. I will always love you.
I feel like, this moment I'm going through, really indulged me to many things. It thought me many as I have lost many. But its best I don't mention it now. Let's go back to when we first talked eh? It was two years I believe. It started out as strangers, then friends. We got close when we had our group chat with the others remember? Yeah, that was good times. And then i broke up with my first. Wasn't easy though. Just like ours. You came to my house on CNY. Was pretty shocked actually, and i'm still touched by it. I remember you started asking so many questions but it was fun. Heh. Then, i popped the question. You didn't expected it, didn't you? Hahaha. It's still clear to me. Owh, how could i forget, my battle with your sis on pick-up lines. Started with one then it became a war. Laughing all the way. Never had so much fun before.
Things we're going pretty well, i believe. When we first held hands, it was like magic. You even surprised me during Rally. Evil you, lying to me about not making it then pop in-front of my face. That was a good one. I admit. There's also this one time you went to Singapore and got me chocolates. Yumm. :) I still have a few left. Just to remind me of you. Then, i don't know what happened. But i won't go any further. By the way, i'm re-reading our old convo and it brought me to my knees. Especially, the way you call me 'dear'. Whether its through your voice, or your text. My heart will just skip a beat every time.
Enough of my blabbering. I think it's time for me to do what needed to be done long ago.
Thank you by the way.
I'll end all this, right here, right now.
Last you'll ever hear from me, i hope.
And I know you'll be reading this but i don't really care.
What am I to you anyways?
Yours truly.
P.S. I will always love you.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Would you dance till dawn with me?
I need an inspiration!
Holidays started and I'm starting it off with nothing productive! D:
Owh gosh, someone, gimme something to blog about. Or something i can do to spend my holidays.
Big event coming soon. And i hope it'll be a blast.
But i don't think its enough to satisfy my need to getting my mind off things.
I'm crapping a lot now am I? Sigh.
Well, its the end of the month, end of a chapter.
I just hope the next one brings something better. May was not a very good month indeed.
Wishing i could read your mind.
Yours truly.
Holidays started and I'm starting it off with nothing productive! D:
Owh gosh, someone, gimme something to blog about. Or something i can do to spend my holidays.
Big event coming soon. And i hope it'll be a blast.
But i don't think its enough to satisfy my need to getting my mind off things.
I'm crapping a lot now am I? Sigh.
Well, its the end of the month, end of a chapter.
I just hope the next one brings something better. May was not a very good month indeed.
Wishing i could read your mind.
Yours truly.
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